June 21st, 2011 - Blk

This is perhaps the worst photograph I’ve shot this year.  I feel off my game.  I’m frustrated and impatient with the results of my efforts to achieve the goals I’ve set for myself.  I feel like I’m running to stand still.
Anyway, today I bought this bottle of Blk.  I think it’s meant to be pronounced “black” but the way I feel it could be “bleak”.  What a difference two letters make.  The bottle contained a black liquid which is described as “spring water infused with Fulvic acid”.  It tastes like water.  I think some marketing “genius” thinks he/she can outdo “Smartwater” and VOSS.   Got me once.  Not again.

June 19th, 2011 - I hate it!

I hate that you think diabetes is all about sugar and if I just avoided it, everything would be fine. I hate it that you think insulin is a cure. I hate it that you think it'??s ok that I attend a late afternoon social event where the only thing available to eat is ice cream, pretzels and other carbohydrate laden foods and the only thing to drink is high-fructose corn syrup drinks or water. I hate it that you think I can "just take extra insulin"? or that you have some wonderful great idea on how to managed that neither myself nor my doctor has considered. I hate it that you think my diabetes situation is just like your uncle or aunt who eats anything they like. I hate it but really, I?'m afraid.  I'm afraid that there are way too may ignorant people like you, who just don't get it.