Photographic Memories

How much of my memory is from the photograph or my memory or a combination of the photograph re-inforcing the memory fragment?

Dan James of 35hunter is almost always asking thought-provoking questions around photography. On one recent blog post, Jim raised the question of whether our memories are strengthened or formed by repeatedly viewing the same photograph.

I started to wonder though, how much of my memories come from experiences as they actually happened, and how much from photographs?

That's a thought-provoking question. I have vivid memories of my grandparents and parents that I'm not sure I can separate from photographs, perhaps because I was too young when the events happened. Back in the day, it was customary to sit around a photo album and look at the photographs with my mom or grandmother telling me about the who/what/where/when of the picture. Perhaps this is how most of my memories, the fragments that float into my consciousness, were formed. I don't know.

I remember that my dad took us on roads trips around the steep and winding mountain roads of St. Vincent. I remember my dad taking a very narrow road with a ravine on one side. He got to the top and realised he had no way to turn the car around. So we exited his white Volkswagen Bettle, and my dad backed the car down the hill, with us three boys and mom walking after the car. Dad drove the car backwards to a clearing where he could turn around, and we hopped back in and went home. I have seen the photo of the Volkswagen Beetle with my mom and us standing next to it. There was no space around the car. At least that's what I remember seeing in the photograph. I don't have access to it.

How much of my memory is from the photograph or my memory or a combination of the photograph re-inforcing the memory fragment?

Left to right: My mom, Helena Ollivierre with her grandfather, Harold Llewelyn Ollivierre | print scan
My brothers, Shane and Bruce, and I with Mom. | print scan

And today, with typical parents vastly more prolific with their camera phones than their grandparents ever were when they had to pay per exposure, and a roll of 35mm film lasted months, do any children have such lasting individual images of their own childhoods?

I switched to digital in 2000 just after my first child was born. I have created only a few printed albums from these digital negatives and while I do my best to revisit these old photographs, but I don't think I have done it often enough to help cement the memories. And of course, my kids have had their smartphones since they started college and are documenting their own lives. Will they have the same sort of nostalgia if/when they see an old photograph?

Shaan and I at the Bronx Zoo | Saturday 28 April, 2001 | Sony CYBERSHOT | f/4.8 | ISO 100
Bhavna and KIran | Saturday 12 May, 2001 | Sony CYBERSHOT | f/4.0 | ISO 100
Shaan waiting for the New Hope-Lahaska Train. New Hope, New Jersey. | Tuesday 2 October, 2001 | Sony CYBERSHOT | f/4.8 | ISO 100
Shaan and I out for a walk along the D&R Canal | Monday 22 October, 2001 | Sony CYBERSHOT | f/4.0 | ISO 100

Submitted for the 100DaysToOffload project.

Family Gathering

Yesterday, after the piano recital, we gathered with Nilima and her girls (Mukesh was working) at Falguni's home. Rohan and Rahul were excited. Dipan grilled hot dogs, marinated shrimp and lamb chops. We hung out, chatted, played frisbee, drank some beer and then ended the day with s'mores. Perfection.

FujiFilm X-T2 + XF16-55mmF2.8 R LM WR @ (16 mm, 0.005 sec at f/5.6, ISO400), © Khürt L. Williams
FujiFilm X-T2 + XF16-55mmF2.8 R LM WR @ (16 mm, 0.002 sec at f/5.6, ISO400), © Khürt L. Williams
FujiFilm X-T2 + XF16-55mmF2.8 R LM WR @ (16 mm, 0.008 sec at f/5.6, ISO400), © Khürt L. Williams
FujiFilm X-T2 + XF16-55mmF2.8 R LM WR @ (55 mm, 0.008 sec at f/5.6, ISO3200), © Khürt L. Williams
Fumiphobia —FujiFilm X-T2 + XF16-55mmF2.8 R LM WR @ (16 mm, 0.008 sec at f/5.6, ISO400), © Khürt L. Williams
FujiFilm X-T2 + XF16-55mmF2.8 R LM WR @ (16 mm, 0.008 sec at f/5.6, ISO1250), © Khürt L. Williams
FujiFilm X-T2 + XF16-55mmF2.8 R LM WR @ (22.7 mm, 0.056 sec at f/5.6, ISO12800), © Khürt L. Williams
FujiFilm X-T2 + XF16-55mmF2.8 R LM WR @ (16 mm, 0.008 sec at f/5.6, ISO12800), © Khürt L. Williams
FujiFilm X-T2 + XF16-55mmF2.8 R LM WR @ (16 mm, 0.008 sec at f/5.6, ISO12800), © Khürt L. Williams
FujiFilm X-T2 + XF16-55mmF2.8 R LM WR @ (21.3 mm, 0.077 sec at f/5.6, ISO12800), © Khürt L. Williams

Thanksgiving 2018

Tuesday Photo Challenge – Memories by Frank JansenFrank Jansen (dutchgoesthephoto.net)

Remember and appreciate

Bhavna and I were not up for hosting Thanksgiving this year. Grave’s disease left me feeling exhausted and anxious. Bhavna has been very supportive taking on helping me schedule physician appointments and planning my calendar for pre-op and surgery. We were both feeling overwhelmed. We told friends and family that we would not be hosting this year.

Everyone was disappointed so Falguni and Dipan decided that they would host Thanksgiving this year.

That's what I am thankful for. That Bhavna and I have a support system. People who are there to pick us up, to carry our load, when we stumble and fall. These are the moments in life that I think makes for the best kind of memories.

I didn't take many photos (my eyes are irritated from Grave's Eye Disease) from last night, but I did capture a few moments.

FujiFilm X-T2 + XF16-55mmF2.8 R LM WR — © 22 November, 2018 by Khürt L. Williams
FujiFilm X-T2 + XF16-55mmF2.8 R LM WR — © 23 November, 2018 by Khürt L. Williams
FujiFilm X-T2 + XF16-55mmF2.8 R LM WR — © 23 November, 2018 by Khürt L. Williams
FujiFilm X-T2 + XF16-55mmF2.8 R LM WR — © 23 November, 2018 by Khürt L. Williams
FujiFilm X-T2 + XF16-55mmF2.8 R LM WR — © 23 November, 2018 by Khürt L. Williams
FujiFilm X-T2 + XF16-55mmF2.8 R LM WR — © 23 November, 2018 by Khürt L. Williams