It was difficult to read as well. Our lives should not be this way but for many of us they are. Had we the leadership we deserve the damage from this pandemic might be less, not just in lives that we are losing, but in the opportunity to provide for our families and live decent lives. It's hard to believe that the experiences of the Great Depression might be revisited in the foreseeable future but this administration and it's enablers don't seemed very concerned with our future, just their own. I am sorry that you are having this series of difficulties and we must hope that the change coming in 2021 will ease that and go a long way toward returning to something that at least resembles normalcy.